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Hi?

I'm not a writer, English isn't my first language either. Definitely have the least expectation this will get seen by anyone, though I feel the need to explain who Me is. So here we go.

I live alone. (It's the first thing that came to mind) I work from home. Freelance. I have 0 person I can talk to on a daily basis, think I'm getting used to that. I have two cats and exactly 3 friends I can go out for a drink with, once or twice a month. My mother visits me every two weeks (I'm perfectly healthy), my dad passed away when I was 13. I have the individual portraits of him and my mom in a linked frame in my living room.

I'm over 20, I've never been in a relationship. Never felt like I needed relationship. Although, since I started living on my own I think I'm starting to think otherwise. You might be thinking: "Go on dates! Meet people!" ...Nah. I'll need some killer therapy sessions and a pint of margarita to do that. (And I don't really like alcohol)

So the only thing that has been keeping me company is, although it feels corny to say, is my 'aloneness'. Funny, because all I ever dreamed of was to live on my own, alone. Thought it would be my solitude, my peace and quiet. Apparently Thesaurus says this (attached below). 

So, I guess I'll be writing what I've been talking about with Solitude, hereby calling whatever this is, "Me and Solitude". For myself, my sanity, or anyone.

-Me

23th of July, 2024.